That is not the news you wanted - and you still need to know more detail. If you have someone you can talk to, talk. Letting out your frustration and worry won’t change the situation but it will relieve some stress. Then you take the next step. And the next one. And after Thursday you might know a bit more about the next set of steps. It’s all any of us can do facing this sort of thing. Talk here if it helps. Howl too. Reach for whatever help you need. But then take a deep breath and go forward. It’s the only direction that counts. Keep strong.