Where did my gratitude go? I swear I left it right here somewhere...

I was scrolling down the threads and saw this title and my eyes widened. How did @Summer Prevails get in my head?
This is a new feeling and I mean NEW - like yesterday. I was teary all last night because I felt like such a B***CH, either just completely flat with no happy spark or so ungrateful and nit-picking at everything. Not like me at all. Even hubby said "What's wrong with you?" God, I could have slapped him! :#