Where did my gratitude go? I swear I left it right here somewhere...

@Sister
Thanks, I tried a psychologist attached to melbourne oncology services last year who was also useless, had the same ?s, what do I want to stand for, etc, obviously reading from the same book! 
I live in the outer s/e suburbs of melboourne. 
People seem to want to 'wash their hands' of you I think once they have finished the planned treatments.