Where did my gratitude go? I swear I left it right here somewhere...

@Flaneuse
I totally here you & understand the  frustration you are feeling. I tried to get help from the cancer council, they said I shd contact counterpart for any issues. I did have a good peer support lady but my 5 sessions ran out.I am now going to try privately, more expense ! But if it helps it will be worth it i guess. I have days when i'm upset for no reason, & after what was meant to be my final surgery, i've been worse than through all of the other processes.
Hope things get better for you xoxo