@Zoffiel.I really hope that your interview goes well!! Good on you for having a crack at it when life is feeling pretty shit. I completely relate to your inability to follow through on projects and make decisions. I remember too, the constant purchases and attempts to motivate myself with hobby projects, plenty of which I never even begun. I guess at some point it worked, because I did get my mojo back. In regards to the meds, I had awful side effects for a couple of years, and battled with the same question, but then they eventually settled down. Don't give up on them too quickly. You could very well be back living on your feet for many decades! Best of luck for today.
@"Summer Prevails" - walking is the best mind medicine. I hope that you can ignore other people's expectations for the time being. The healing process is long and tough, but you will get there and you'll be pounding that track again.
Sending you love and strength. J x
