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Summer_Prevails
8 years agoMember
Where did my gratitude go? I swear I left it right here somewhere...
can anyone relate to that feeling of getting through a bloody battle of all the treatment, the horror, the fight, and then that awesome feeling of sheer happy gratitude after it’s over? and you wan...
PatsyN
8 years agoMember
Hi @"Summer Prevails" I haven't been here since this discussion started.
I thought it was my post when I saw the title.
I don't tell anyone how ungrateful I feel.
I don't tell anyone anything.
I feel nothing so there is nothing to say.
The less contact I have with the world outside of my house the better.
The clouds and the smell of the sea have lost their allure.
I say to myself that when my body returns then my mind will surely follow.
But I'm still waiting for my Fitbit to register enough active minutes that I might leave the house and actually do something.
@Zoffiel I'm sure I've got PTSD but it's hard to tell cause the side effects of the Arimidex are very similar.
I'm playing the waiting game again but I don't know what I'm waiting for.
I thought it was my post when I saw the title.
I don't tell anyone how ungrateful I feel.
I don't tell anyone anything.
I feel nothing so there is nothing to say.
The less contact I have with the world outside of my house the better.
The clouds and the smell of the sea have lost their allure.
I say to myself that when my body returns then my mind will surely follow.
But I'm still waiting for my Fitbit to register enough active minutes that I might leave the house and actually do something.
@Zoffiel I'm sure I've got PTSD but it's hard to tell cause the side effects of the Arimidex are very similar.
I'm playing the waiting game again but I don't know what I'm waiting for.