I stick to nature. It is designed to heal the soul. It brings me peace. Don't worry about what others think you should feel or should be doing. You look after you first according to what appeals to you. I also seem to have nurtured myself a jigsaw puzzle fetish. It has been going on since the treatment ended in April 2016. I have Netflix on as well and I like TV show series as they will just keep on playing one episode after another. I love kayaking which I only started a few months ago. Maybe you could write down a list of things that might appeal to you? Anything to get your mind scheming instead of mulling. ;)
