Hi @CarrieP
Sorry to hear you’re having a rough time.
Tomorrow is my second treatment and I’m feeling a bit anxious too. I was fine with the first one oddly enough.
From what I’ve been told, everyone is different both in terms of the physical and emotional reaction. My onco said I wouldn’t lose my hair until the second treatment but it’s almost gone. Likewise she said I wouldn’t see any effect until after my second but I’ve seen some improvement (mine is really visible). So who knows?
All I know it’s important to stay strong and keep going. Those biopsies are awful. I’ve had weird pains everywhere and I’ve been completely paranoid. Try and take joy in the small things if you can. If not make sure you get the proper support. These BCNA nurses are great or connect with your GP.
You’ve got this. xo