I am just past two years from BC. It is only now that everything has hit me so deeply. What I had, what happened to the before me, losing friends, so many things just falling away on...
It's all very normal and at some point you will find acceptance and hope for the future. Menopause itself makes you feel different for a while as your body adjusts to the hormone changes. Never mind the added trauma of the rest of the treatment. I'm 3 years on and only now accepting I will always be diffetent. It's not been easy accepting this. Hang in there. It does get better but keep talking through issues with your psychologist. X