Shifting priorities

I understand too ,I’m 2 years past diagnosed too,I think about the 1 year mark it really hit me,i still think about it daily,  I can be going along fine and hits you out of blue , from reading about others on here it seems pretty common to feel that way, I also don’t tend to take much for granted,it has made me more grateful for the people in my life, I too don’t feel like the same person I was before cancer.  I too understand your fear of reoccurrence I suffer with thoughts of that. I tend not to sweat the small things in life now so that a upside,I wish you well your definitely not alone, what you wrote really resonated with me,