One of 'those' days
It's a cry'n' in the shower, how the F did I get here and 'how do I move forward with my life' kinda day. Emotional, achey, everthing's such an effort. Wondering if it's all worth it. Sigh, tomorrow's...
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Thank you wonderful ladies. I knew you'd understand. No point telling the fam 'cos I'm 'cured' and meant to be so very grateful, which I am, but I still sometimes get down at the shitt'n' mess it's left behind in every single aspect of my being. Nevertheless, my mood is slightly better today despite my lower back giving me hell. Back to the oncol next Thurs to investigate. Mystery pains that won't go away, ongoing fatigue, poor mental health and two demanding littlies and my oncol is wondering if I'm back to 'normal' with work etc as I finished active treatment in Sept. Ha! I'm only 40 but feel 80 atm. If I had a single scrap of vitality I'd stand up to the bully in my life, which would greatly improve my mental state, but, alas, stuck in the rut for now but with plenty of positives to keep me optomistic and trudging along.