It’s harder and lonelier now that I’m in remission. What’s that about?

I hope you've got a decent chainsaw and keep it sharp - I don't saw but I know that it's harder if the chain starts to blunt (my husband sharpens each tank).  But you probably know far more about it than I do.  But I do relate to the frustration of not being up to the physical tasks - it sucks.  I wish I could send you my kids to help @zoffiel.  Are there any local teenagers you can bribe to help load the stuff?