It’s harder and lonelier now that I’m in remission. What’s that about?

I've been worried about this time since I was diagnosed.

I am keeping a running list on my phone onto which I add every idea of what would make me happier/calmer/more fulfilled/fitter etc etc the moment I think of it. No more putting off my life plans until 'one day'. When I finish treatment I will start exploring each one, money permitting.

I am also seeing a psychologist to help me through which I'm finding very helpful.