Hello @Katherine_D
So sorry you are having a difficult time with your treatment regime....I did to and ended up in hospital...but got through it...was determined to...
It may have already been suggested but can you speak to your doctors/treatment team to see if you can access someone to talk to attached to the the team or separately...so you can 'debrief'/talk to a professional who may be able to support you at this time? Talking with someone really does help to lighten the load...
For all other physical side effects ..try to keep a list/diary of them and discuss these with your doctors (which you are probably already doing) but good to seek understanding of them anyway....
Take care and we are thinking of you...warmest wishes xxxx