So Sorry to hear that @Butters - maybe give our help line a bell too ...
Welcome to the forum! Whack up any questions that you have a concern with and I am pretty sure someone will be able to add some wise words to help. If you need a laugh, we have a couple of ‘Funnies’ threads .... feel free to add your own favourites too! Xx
As with many of our treatments, the perceived outcome is often what drives our anxiety, when in reality, once you start it often isn’t as bad as we thought it was going to be. They will have meds to reduce the side effects, so make sure you let them know if you feel crook or get weird side effects. As @kmakm says .. chat with your bc nurse as well .. as it does get better.
Take care, and all the best with your ongoing treatment xx