HiKatieh
I am so sorry you’ve received a diagnosis ~ I remember waiting as being a very tough time, with no real idea of how I should “be”. Even once I had my treatment start date it was strange; it felt like I had hit pause on “normal life”. I was still in the workplace, with wonderful and supportive colleagues, and I tried to distract myself by focusing on handover notes and filing but I think my productivity was pretty low! As it was late summer I did a few things I thought I’d miss (especially swimming, exercise, socialising and gardening). I also distracted myself by trying to get a few things ready (a wig for example, as I was having chemotherapy). Sending you lots of positive energy and virtual hugs.