frustrated with friends....
hi all :) does anyone get frustrated with friends? and how they dont understand what we are going through? omg! i did the other day and it is still pissing me off haha! i shouldnt let it get to me but i cant help it. well the story is..... i texted my friend "hi how r u? I havent heard from u in a while :) xo" which i thought was kind but straight to the point bc i havent heard from her in months. She wrote back saying that she thinks shes loosing me as a friend bc i dont see her anymore and that im making EXCUSES for not seeing her!......now if she thinks chemotherapy for cancer is an excuse she has another thing coming! you mention to people that we are having treatment for cancer and ud hope they'd understand wouldnt u? she doesnt by the sounds of it :( i then had to explain myself to her as to the side effects im getting from chemotherapy which stops me from regularly socialising! my mum says i shouldnt need to explain and that if she was a true friend she understands-i agree with her but i couldnt help it! i was peeved. She also mentioned that on facebook i have dinners and lunches and im all happy! wat the hell! she thinks breast cancer journey is fun?! aaarrrrr! firstly no dinners i have no idea where she got that from and the lunches are with a breast cancer survivor whom has become a great friend and support for me (silly sam:) and we go to cancer workshops etc together and happy? i try to be light hearted on facebook bc who wants to read "o im sick," everyday haha! and happy? hey i have my down days but i have happy moments too and i think i deserve it! sorry for my vent ladies! haha! well chemo is over and starting radiation, tamoxifen and zoledex in a few weeks so hopefully more energy to come so i can begin to socialise again but maybe NOT with HER haha! xoxoxox happy pink october!