Eve of yearly follow up tests; anxious AF; update in general
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Hi to all of the ladies above,I can only say, yes, I am in the same position, mental health wise, I have all the support I need, my partner is wonderful,and YET, the tears have been pretty close by the last couple of weeks, no real reason, except of course metastatic breast cancer,5 years down the road, I have isolated myself as well,I am an introvert by nature and what is termed as having a highly sensitive pysche I,to have all sorts of techniques to put in place when things go wrong, like, you @zoffiel, I dont do crowds, waiting or queues, I think its because I like to be in control, plus of course living in a rural community means I dont have to deal with a lot of people, I live in a beautiful area, have a lovely home,everything I need, and yet, it still feels like something is missing, I just have to say to myself, this too will pass, and it does, its just the days in between that are hard, just as well I dont like ice cream, however, Daryl Lea Chocolate covered liquorice bullets, come a pretty close second, my remedy apart from the liquorice bullets is simply just to be - let it wash over me, get it out of my system as best as I can and tomorrow is another day, I am not wonder woman, I live life in the slow lane now and I am rather enjoying it, I make no apologies for not being able to do stuff or go places, I am me,
I have wanted to get this out of me for a few days and after reading the previous posts, I felt strong enough to do so,
thank you ladies,
wendy555 -
@kmakm, thank you, I have read your story and can truly understand where you have been and where you are going,I have just been listening to some music, it calms my mind and soul, there are no right or wrong answers here, we are all in the same boat, its just that some of us are in a faster boat than others and we just adjust our sails as we need to .
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*drools*0
