Dear sister, I love your post! I think just by your post you actually are a great support, it allows me to feel bad or deal with feeling bad. Otherwise one starts to feel guilty about not "being a good sport". I find sometimes it is confronting to see all these smiling happy faces especially when one is down at the time. I can relate to your feeling of reading a post and just feeling speechless. Behind every post is so much, and behind every non-post or very short one is even more. Thinking of you....