Sitting here at 4:15am (CST) after trying since 2:30am to go back to sleep and finally giving up, yet again... Wondering who else is out there this morning, and most mornings at this time?
Your life sounds... interesting @Zoffiel! I do see several upsides about being smaller. My hesitation is more about them suiting my frame, the overal aesthetic. I'm not especially vain but I want to be vaguely content when I look in a mirror, not silly. I really hope I can lose another 10kgs. I think that would look better with Bs. But yes, it's all better than the alternative. I am comfortable with my decision.