@kmakm I’m not sleeping to bad despite the press this time and my tummy can be abit squidgy during the early hours of the morning but my surgery is all done so I don’t have the anxiety that I now have. I only had a simple single and no immediate plans or setting up for reconstruction and I found recovery quite. Obviously it will be harder for u with getting them both off at the same time but it sounds like your family is quite supportive. I’m going up to Myer today to purchase a swimming boob as they have some on discount apparently and I will book in to get fitted for my “everyday” boob - I still haven’t decided what I will do about reconstruction down the track - will get through all this first. Stupid Neulasta injection is starting to kick in so prepared to feel like crap tomorrow. I don’t blame u for being anxious about your surgery - it’s a huge thing but u strike me as a pretty tough and philosophical woman so I’m sure u got this and we are all here for u. Take those boobies out in some low cut tops and show them off. Xoxoxoxo Steph