Sitting here at 4:15am (CST) after trying since 2:30am to go back to sleep and finally giving up, yet again... Wondering who else is out there this morning, and most mornings at this time?
Although I've never been a good sleeper, I've always been able to eventually relax myself in to sleep but not anymore. And once upon a time, any strong painkiller would have knocked me out for hours - anything designed to make someone sleep would have left me a zombie for the next day. Now, I'm lucky if I can get a couple of hours. I don't know if it's underlying anxiety or chemo - nothing works anymore.