Who else can't sleep?
Sitting here at 4:15am (CST) after trying since 2:30am to go back to sleep and finally giving up, yet again... Wondering who else is out there this morning, and most mornings at this time?
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Arghh! I am constipated as all get out. During the last round of chemo (three week cycle) I had ONE normal movement. I don't think there's a solution. Just going to have to go through it and hope I don't explode. I'm taking a softener AND a stimulant. I read before I started TC chemo that it sets like concrete. They were right.
Supposed to be at a fabulous 50th birthday party of a dear friend tonight. Had an amazing outfit (I've lost 18kgs and have the best figure I've had in four years) picked out, but I can barely move. Too much bone ache, and almost passed out this morning when I forced my husband to take me out because I was climbing the walls with being housebound. There was a somewhat dramatic scene and a swift exit. I don't like making a spectacle of myself. Bloody miserable now. Just want to bawl my eyes out before passing into unconsciousness that, as @sister said, lasts until all the treatment is over.
The bawling I will manage. The rest? See above...
Supposed to be at a fabulous 50th birthday party of a dear friend tonight. Had an amazing outfit (I've lost 18kgs and have the best figure I've had in four years) picked out, but I can barely move. Too much bone ache, and almost passed out this morning when I forced my husband to take me out because I was climbing the walls with being housebound. There was a somewhat dramatic scene and a swift exit. I don't like making a spectacle of myself. Bloody miserable now. Just want to bawl my eyes out before passing into unconsciousness that, as @sister said, lasts until all the treatment is over.
The bawling I will manage. The rest? See above...