Yes I have lots of reasons to feel grateful. I’m grateful that it was caught early, I’m grateful I have supportive family, I’m grateful that I can work part time and not be financially impacted, I’m grateful my pathology came back with ER positive results which means I’m tied to AIS for the next few years so that a recurrence is very low. Maybe I’m arguing about semantics of the meaning of words, but I don’t feel lucky that I have cancer. And maybe I’m feeling a bit depressed/upset/emotional as part of the side effects of these magic pills that will give me my life back, I guess I’m just venting a bit, which is something I don’t normally do either. I wish you all the best with your recovery and hope all will be well for you.