So im writing this just to get it out. I dont really expect a solution. Apologise in advance if the un pc nature of this is not nice. I am getting a counsellor soon. Ive been aware all along that ...
i hear you. I was told the other night I was lucky I had breast cancer...compared to other cancers...I was a bit speechless...we have things to deal with that not many understand, so it’s fine to feel how you feel, there’s no normal except your normal. I wish you all the best