@volunty I am going through the public system too so you have answered another question for me. My journey seems to be all about percentages lol. I wish I was that lucky with lotto. I’m struggling emotionally at the moment. Outwardly people think I’m so strong, inwardly I’m frightened. I thought having the operation behind me I would soon start my radiation, something I had excepted. Not once had I thought I’d need chemo, especially after being told I had clear margins and nodes. It sets in motion a new set of questions and doubts and the waiting game begins again :(