I have a McGrath nurse who I haven’t been able to get hold of with this latest scare who is great. And the breast care nurses at the hospital have been good it’s just that it’s such a short period of time you get to see anyone. I’ve been referred to a psychiatrist but that got a little delayed due to some paperwork issues but hopefully that will come up soonish. It just gets overwhelming especially as it feels like I’m no longer following the ‘normal’ ca path anymore. Last year I took great comfort in statistics and statistically speaking, I looked like I did great! Now it’s all even more uncertain. But I have gotten a lot of comfort from everyone’s messages and I’ve been distracting myself with my kids and also getting in some meditation to calm that monkey mind.