@Lythe you definitely belong here and we are here for you. You know from your initial diagnosis that this waiting for results is the worst part. Try not to get ahead of yourself and just deal with what you know - it is looking like it is contained and you have taken a very proactive step by having the mastectomy. You are going through so much and it is so important that you get good support. All of us here have had very individual experiences, but all of us, including you have faced the shock of diagnosis and all the feelings that go with it. You fit in here and you are not alone. Jump on here whenever you need, one of us will be around. Take care x