I am not far enough 'down the road' to be confident of a 'clear life' ahead - I am not sure if I will EVER lose that 'what if' ..... but .... right NOW ... I am getting out, doing what I enjoy doing, & have been able to get back to do most of what I was doing before my diagnosis, surgery, radiation & tablets ......
When you are in that 'special space' of doing something you love - you can actually block out most negative and worrying thoughts ...
I hope you can find that ‘special space’ to help you move on xxx
Be true to yourself ..... and all the best