Recovery Emotions
After a good couple of weeks I had a bad day yesterday. On what should have been a good one. One bad thing happened, I cried, and the rest of the day was cactus. I was starting the very first sessi...
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@Harvey1903 Thanks Julie. It's not so much feeling low, though this week seems to have a mood dip so far, it's more the brittle nature of my emotions.
So many people have told me it's no surprise I got cancer considering the stress and strain of my life. I don't know about that but I do know that I need to slow down to maintain good health and equilibrium. The problem is how?! I have a big household to run, filled with people with complex needs.
I'm already impatient to 'get better' from BC, to regain my strength, but of course I won't, being older and menopausal, with cholesterol raising and bone degenerating medication. And no boobs. So it's all very frustrating.
I'm trying to adjust, to be kind to myself, and sometimes I think I'm doing OK at it. But the emotional fragility shits me!
My breast surgeon said this woukd change me, when I was sobbing my heart out after my re-excision. I was so afraid he was right, and he was.
Look it's better than the alternative for sure, but I sure as shit don't like it. K xox
So many people have told me it's no surprise I got cancer considering the stress and strain of my life. I don't know about that but I do know that I need to slow down to maintain good health and equilibrium. The problem is how?! I have a big household to run, filled with people with complex needs.
I'm already impatient to 'get better' from BC, to regain my strength, but of course I won't, being older and menopausal, with cholesterol raising and bone degenerating medication. And no boobs. So it's all very frustrating.
I'm trying to adjust, to be kind to myself, and sometimes I think I'm doing OK at it. But the emotional fragility shits me!
My breast surgeon said this woukd change me, when I was sobbing my heart out after my re-excision. I was so afraid he was right, and he was.
Look it's better than the alternative for sure, but I sure as shit don't like it. K xox