Recovery Emotions
After a good couple of weeks I had a bad day yesterday. On what should have been a good one. One bad thing happened, I cried, and the rest of the day was cactus. I was starting the very first sessi...
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Gosh, @kmakm - what a shocking start to your day & then the unfortunate follow-on at the class :( I hope you didn't overdo it in the class afterwards!
Big Hugs coming your way! BTW - I reckon a formal complaint IS in order for the parking guy - he would have seen you at the ticket machine (and some of them are a LONG way from the bloody cars!) so no need for him to be taking photos etc!
As Julie says - our emotions are never far away ..... and who knows what the trigger will be to set them off at any given time? Tho your run-in with the car cop would be high on the list, I reckon! He was making you even later
for your class & everything went down hill from there.
You've been thru so much in the last 5 years & you just didn't deserve that shit yesterday. :(
You still ARE a strong woman & that will remain - just a tad fragile just now. You had a big day the day before, catering to your buddies - I really admire you for that!! You are AMAZING! I haven't entertained ALL YEAR - the thought of it sends shivers down my back!! And you WILL get 'yourself' back again .... it may just take a little time. xx
I had that little episode that TOTALLY threw me last week .... and you helped me get thru it - can you vent to a shrink? Or just to us ..... either way, we've got your back covered!
Take care, treat yourself to something REALLY special and I hope you get a locker next session - and don't run into the arsehole parking cop again! (He is only a council employee ..... nothing to do with 'real' cops .....)
Big Hugs coming your way! BTW - I reckon a formal complaint IS in order for the parking guy - he would have seen you at the ticket machine (and some of them are a LONG way from the bloody cars!) so no need for him to be taking photos etc!
As Julie says - our emotions are never far away ..... and who knows what the trigger will be to set them off at any given time? Tho your run-in with the car cop would be high on the list, I reckon! He was making you even later
for your class & everything went down hill from there.
You've been thru so much in the last 5 years & you just didn't deserve that shit yesterday. :(
You still ARE a strong woman & that will remain - just a tad fragile just now. You had a big day the day before, catering to your buddies - I really admire you for that!! You are AMAZING! I haven't entertained ALL YEAR - the thought of it sends shivers down my back!! And you WILL get 'yourself' back again .... it may just take a little time. xx
I had that little episode that TOTALLY threw me last week .... and you helped me get thru it - can you vent to a shrink? Or just to us ..... either way, we've got your back covered!
Take care, treat yourself to something REALLY special and I hope you get a locker next session - and don't run into the arsehole parking cop again! (He is only a council employee ..... nothing to do with 'real' cops .....)