@legs75
Agree with @BlackWidow
Do not feel guilty
Everyone's journey is so different and the diagnosis in itself gives you every reason to swear, say what the and anything else in between. We all understand it and as the saying goes
we're all in this togetherWallow when you need to but if you find yourself being there a little too long then consider speaking with the BCNA helpline
https://www.bcna.org.au/news/2018/02/cancer-nurses-join-bcna-helpline/they too get it, just like us!
Come on here and vent as needed!
Take care