Aww thankyou @AllyJay I was reluctantly aware this may be the case :( I guess it's just really hard to come to terms with. You'd think when something like cancer happens to a friend that there would be more care and thought toward that person, but I guess they really weren't 'friends' to begin with if that's not the case. It's hard knowing you don't really mean that much to some people! I miss my life and the friends I had before cancer, but I know I need to move on. Maybe it's time to make friends with women who have been through similar :)