Thank you ladies
Perfect timing to read your comments. Somehow hearing someone say or in this case reading, it's ok to be sad, actually makes things feel better.
Its hard not to spend every moment acting 'strong', 'brave', 'normal'... 'Getting on with life'... When really underneath you really want to cry, not get out of bed, not have to go to work.
But we do don't we. And somehow another day passes and hopefully with a few more smiles, some laughter and a layer of love. And then perhaps there will be more good days which give us strength for the sad days . It's ok to feel poor me sometimes.
Don't forget to remind yourself how amazing you are to get this far and breathe
Janine xox