Feeling overwhelmed by the whole thing is a very real reaction that most of us suffer from at some stage of our 'early' treatment. On top of that, you go from being 'busy 24/7', to suddenly 'stopping everything' except taking the AI tablets (which can sometimes appear that the cure may be worse than the original complaint!) :( You are not alone @POSB24
Having your emotions range from tears to rage is also totally 'normal' - but if you continue to feel 'overwhelmed' please seek professional help, to talk it thru. Your Cancer Centre may have psychologists available to see you - or mention it to your Breast Cancer/McGrath Nurse. You can also ring the help line here too,
1800 500 258 ...I hope that your family is supportive of you ... as you have been put thru the mill already from diagnosis to now.
It DOES get better too, but may take a year or so - the busier you keep yourself, the less you tend to 'ponder' ... so I encourage you to keep doing your hobbies or even start NEW ONES to help keep you busy too!
Take care, feel free to vent here, any time you like - cos we 'get it'! xx