Is that a light at the end of the tunnel??

Thanks for your responses Sister, Arpie and Rosie.   Appreciate the support.  I had started to write in a little notebook about each day (Lets be honest here...old habits die hard, I am a retired RN )  but I'm going to create a file in my Office files and at the end of each round I will print them and put them in the file folder they gave me.  The 'diary' will then be there for the entire time.   I noted my appetite as fair...I had soups and small meat and 3 vege meals.  Certainly wasn't in mood for too much but mashed potato really was heaven...lol    Registering what to expect, what needs to be done and determined to leave complacency at the back door.  :)  Thanks again. xx