Thanks for the hugs and yes I did feel them :) and I will take as many as you can give.
I cannot believe how low I feel now, it is just another stuff up in a long line of them and this one has pushed me to the edge. Of course she has not called back, how ironic?
So I am left in limbo overnight to have a sleepless night and find out tomorrow if I'm lucky enough to have my original appointment back.
As if BC and all the treatments, scans and side effects aren't enough to cope with you have to have incompetent unnecessary stuff ups. I can't get any one to take me on the Thursday, so I will stick to my guns. I feel worse as I have frightened the cat, she was sleeping on the bed and I did scream out loud and use a few expletives!!!!! Had a good cry and now am angry.