Hi Nadine, sorry you are having such a hard time. It never fails to amaze me how much can get piled on top of us and while our legs might buckle we don't completely collapse. I do hope you are feeling better and you can draw strength from the beautiful things around you like your garden and chookies. I understand what you are going through with your dad's Alzheimers, my mother in law has the disease and while she isn't wandering yet there are certainly many challenges. It is a terrible thing so feel free to vent in this safe forum. Wishing you a day filled with sunshine tomorrow. sending a hug, Jane x