Hi there @Teigra I have just gone 2 years cancer free and I definately think about recurrence less these days. I had triple negative bc stage 2a grade 3 and double mastectomy. No lymph nodes involved and scans all clear. I don’t take any post treatment meds as I was triple neg. I felt quite vulnerable after finishing chemo as I felt the chemo “was protecting me” in a way but as time goes on I still have that fear in the back of my mind but it’s pushed right to the back and I now focus on what I can have control of not what I can’t. I’m also working heaps more so I have more distraction and that also helps me to focus on other things. You sound like you have a lovely family. Focus on that and all that is good in your life love. Big hug. margie x