Drained- Depressed & Struggling

Thanks everyone for your beautiful words of encouragement. I feel selfish listening to you all having come through it. It is something i must address as I feel my life has changed forever. Im sure I will never be that same person before diagnosis so I will now need to look at the future Dawn and plan accordingly. As they say MAN plans & God displans! I will try to push through this but a little later on when I feel I can cope with thinking too deep.
Good health & happiness to you all sisters. After all what is the alternative? I don't even want to go there!