Hi Kimmi,
Breast Cancer is a rollercoaster of emotions... I am a year on from my diagnosis and loss of left breast...I still cry, I get depressed and anxious and I have lost confidence in myself. Some people become stronger after they have experienced and survived cancer... there are those like myself who have found it harder...and you are still in the middle of all the treatment...you are going to feel battered and bruised, but try to stay in the moment and don't think too far ahead, just one day at a time and be very caring and gentle to yourself, lots of self care and nurturance. I have found it hard too, to get back to work...what I class part of my normal pre BC life. With brain fog, my battered self confidence and fatigue (from Tamoxifen and other drugs I take) I have found it extremely hard to work again...and that makes me feel very sad. It certainly is a grieving process. I and am sure many others on this forum have sobbed... We all can relate and all feel for you, I really hope you start to feel a bit brighter soon - sending lots of hugs and white light, take care, Michelle.