Crying the whole day
Just wanted to vent out my emotions. Been crying the whole day & I know its not healthy. I have so much regret that I got this bc & I feel like all our dreams are shattered. We have so much plans (...
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Kimmi!
Just wanted to give you the biggest cuddle and tell you you are allowed to feel everything you are feeling and if its a whole day of crying...so be it!!!! Its so normal, and we all can relate to how all our hopes and dreams came crashing down at diagnosis, so we sure hear you! After having tackled this twice in 4yrs, I have learnt that in this moment is all we have, do not look too far ahead. Your focus right now is just you and getting through each day and each thing you need to do for you. I found when I let go of all expectations of how I thought my life was going to be and what I wanted, it allowed me to step back and just put me above everything and get through treatment.
10 months on, my life is very different, I no longer put work above me :) I am now in the smallest of ways putting myself first and honoring every ounce of me. I am working, and heading away on my first trip since it all happened last year. I never would have thought Id get through it, and I NEVER thought Id feel well again from treatment to even travel. But HERE I GO LOL....It absolutely will get better but get through the hard yards first...the rest will come. Big Breath...day at a time is all you need to do and just let people love you.
Hugs
Melinda xo
Just wanted to give you the biggest cuddle and tell you you are allowed to feel everything you are feeling and if its a whole day of crying...so be it!!!! Its so normal, and we all can relate to how all our hopes and dreams came crashing down at diagnosis, so we sure hear you! After having tackled this twice in 4yrs, I have learnt that in this moment is all we have, do not look too far ahead. Your focus right now is just you and getting through each day and each thing you need to do for you. I found when I let go of all expectations of how I thought my life was going to be and what I wanted, it allowed me to step back and just put me above everything and get through treatment.
10 months on, my life is very different, I no longer put work above me :) I am now in the smallest of ways putting myself first and honoring every ounce of me. I am working, and heading away on my first trip since it all happened last year. I never would have thought Id get through it, and I NEVER thought Id feel well again from treatment to even travel. But HERE I GO LOL....It absolutely will get better but get through the hard yards first...the rest will come. Big Breath...day at a time is all you need to do and just let people love you.
Hugs
Melinda xo