@kmakm You have been dealt an absolutely awful hand by life lately and like the other ladies I feel for you and send what caring and support I can. You said you won’t go on about your dad’s illness on here because it is a BC forum but that is not how I see it. This is a safe place where we can vent about anything that impacts our lives and seek understanding and support that can help us cope with having this shitty disease as well as our daily lives. So please don’t censor what you share here - there is no rule to say you can only talk about BC. 😘