@Primeck no wonder you feel as you do. This is the cost you had to pay to survive. No choice. Okay I get life is a gift but you are only human to mourn what was
. My hair has also grown back in a style I would have never chosen myself. Trying to get people to understand is an uphill battle. Unless they have had cancer or have been affected themselves they do not want to know.
I am so tired of being fatigued. One day I can take on the world next two days recovering.
I did not have a mastectomy. I can only imagine how hard that would be. Grieving for what was makes perfect sense to me. In time things do get better. How long ? Who knows?