Acceptance
It has come to be in the past week that I need to accept decline.
I, once again am faced with a choice. To live in sadness at what is happening to me or cherish the moments I have.
The decline...
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Thank you - I sometimes think my posts must make me sound braver than I am. They are just a snapshot in time - how I am feeling right then and there. I would hate to give anyone reading this in a similar situation to me the impression that I am not scared witless, angry, sad about what is happening. Right now for example, I'm sitting here finishing my photo albums - you know the ones I keep putting off, that are so bloody time consuming - and I am wondering if I can finish them in time because I need to sleep, I'm tired.
I've not given up. The light is dimmed though. I am finding it harder to see, harder to feel hope anymore.
A x