I haven't felt or expressed any emotions yet. I feel disconnected from it all. I did get nervous before my first appointment, but that's it. My messy will come when I least expect it and probably in front of someone. I think it's because I can't do much about my diagnosis? Maybe?? Some people will make me feel this cold or selfish. I disagree :)
I don't think there's a right or wrong way to feel or grieve in this early stage. So, let it out! And yes, do find someone to talk to that can help you process all of the very large and legitimate feelings you have.