Hi PamQld , thank you for sharing this and I'm so sorry about your experience - it takes a lot of courage to process all of this while caring for your little one. Waiting for genetic testing results can feel like another layer of uncertainty, but those results will give you more clarity for your decision. Whatever you choose, there’s no “wrong” choice, only the one that feels right for you and your future. Please do reach out to this community whenever you need, keep us updated on your progress and call our Helpline when you need an extra bit of support on 1800 500 258 ❤️