Keep on keeping on!

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edited September 2013 in Day to day

Well more great news and I'm so incredibly relieved! My scans yesterday revealed no evidence of disease! To say I am over the moon is an understatement. I feel as though I am well and truly dodging a bullet! I had tears of joy when I heard the news...and a giant sigh of relief! I now have 12 more weeks to enjoy before doing it all again.

As far as treatment goes, we just push on. It is never ending when it comes to ABC...but that's ok. I am incredibly lucky to have minimal side effects. Yes I do get very tired, suffer various side effects and feel 'blah'...but that's ok too...a very small price to pay for my life.

I am so incredibly grateful, but at the same time feel a sense of guilt now and then. About 12 months or so ago I was introduced to 2 very lovely ladies (about my age) where I have my treatment, both of whom had ABC. Sadly, both of these women have since passed away...and I am now considered "the last man standing" at the hospital. I have other friends also battling this disease, and not doing so well...I wonder why have I have spared so far? Of course I am not complaining...I just shake my head in disbelief and wonder why some times.

So who knows for how long I will continue to get this wonderful news? When will my number come up? All I know is that I thank my lucky stars! I continue to look forward and appreciate each day. I continue to feel so very, very grateful and to make the most of my 'health' at the moment.

I have just finised a 6 month (part-time) university field placement in Social Work...something both my medical team and I thought I'd never be able to do! I loved every minute of it! I will continue my study, for the sheer joy of it, regardless of whether I ever get to use the degree in a work capacity or not. This gives me a sense of purpose and enjoyment...my study provides me with sunshine throughout the rain!

I have also been able to see my 15 year of daughter win her first part-time job recently! I was here to guide her, and I am so very grateful for that.

So for this little black duck, I just keep on keeping on :). In celebration of my wonderful results, I will be heading off to Queensland in October to put my feet up, relax and enjoy the beach...my first holiday in 6 years, and bloody well deserved I say!

For those who are fighting along with me, I hold you close to my heart. Never, ever give up! ?

 

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  • Michelle_R
    Michelle_R Member Posts: 901 ✭
    edited March 2015

    That is brilliant news!   And congratulations on your Social Work!  You absolutely deserve to have a great holiday.  The weather here in Qld is perfect at the moment - we'll keep it warm for you in October!

    Michelle xxx

  • Michelle_R
    Michelle_R Member Posts: 901 ✭
    edited March 2015

    That is brilliant news!   And congratulations on your Social Work!  You absolutely deserve to have a great holiday.  The weather here in Qld is perfect at the moment - we'll keep it warm for you in October!

    Michelle xxx

  • Annie Gayed
    Annie Gayed Member Posts: 204
    edited March 2015

    Celeste, I am so so happy to read this news! Thanks for sharing it with us. Enjoy the trip to QLD - well deserved indeed!

    ~Annie

  • Simone S
    Simone S Member Posts: 12
    edited March 2015

    Hi Celest

    Congratulations on such wonderful news.  Your story is inspiring and full of hope!  Enjoy your holiday...you more than deserve it!

    Simone

  • Anne Maree
    Anne Maree Member Posts: 173
    edited March 2015

    Great news, enjoy your break.

  • Chris
    Chris Member Posts: 813 ✭
    edited March 2015
    Fantastic results Celeste. Hope you really enjoy your upcoming holiday. Love Chris xx
  • Pamelamary
    Pamelamary Member Posts: 240 ✭
    edited March 2015

    Wonderful news Celeste! I know what you mean about feeling slightly guilty at the good fortune, but what can we do but seize the day. And it sounds as if you are doing just that - congratulations on your results and have a great break.

    Best wishes.....    Pam

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Thanks Michelle, yes am looking forward to a restful break in sunny Qld! xx

     

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Thank you Annie. Yes it is wonderful news and I'm looking forward to celebrating in Qld soon! xx

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Thanks Vanessa, can't wait to take off and really kick my heels up, lol!  x

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Thanks Tonya, yes it's certainly a challenge, but I have been blessed with these wonderful results and I am very grateful for that. Am really looking forward to some time away from cancer to enjoy myself and celebrate! x

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Thank you Mel for your kind words. Yes, I will just keep on keeping on and pray that the cancer will stay away! x

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Hi Simone, thank you for your post. I do hope that sharing my story gives hope to others, for without hope we have nothing. Yes, am certainly looking forward to my holiday, that's for sure!  x

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Hi Kathy, sounds like you have really been out and about which is fantastic! Glad you enjoyed your trip.

    I think you are right...it is the luck of the draw when it comes to BC...no-one knows who will be cured, and who will continue to fight the most furious battle of their life. I am just happy to be alive and be here for my daughter. We are really looking forward to our Qld trip...should be awesome x

  • [Deleted User]
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    edited March 2015

    Thank you Anne Maree x

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