12 month scans
This time last year is all a bit of a haze - drs appointments, tests, surgery, treatment - on and on for the next 6 months. Am now approaching my 1 year scan and the anxiety is building up. I know I can’t change the outcome, but somehow this thought does not help a lot. Scan is Friday & then we fly out on Monday for an amazing USA & Mexico trip. Considered putting scan off until return but then of course it is Christmas which is another busy time. Really just using this forum to express my anxieties as a way of dealing with it. I have no reason to think the worst, but just hard. Trying hard to continue with ‘normal’ routine but always at the back of mind is ‘what if?’. Fortunately the clinic I attend provides the results on same day so at least there is no horrible wait. Trying hard to do the relaxation ‘stuff’ and keep things in perspective. Does it get any easier as the years roll on or is this recurrence fear something that stays with us for ever!!
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