Accepting your New Self
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Beautiful ladies, its so good to read all your posts, they cover the myriad of thoughts lurking in my mind that I sense are still to surface.
Dealing with:
Diagnosis
Surgery
Chemo
No time yet for grief to surface
xxx
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Hi gorgeous kath 5 years on and l still get pissed especialy if someone makes a comment your not the same.dickheads. l get pissed because it wasnt my choice but it choose me why did it not visit someone else. I think its ok to be pissed because you know what we seem to push on again and get through.lol so push on ha ha. Love ya adean1
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@iserbrown Yes exactly1
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Making a new you doesn't even remotely sound easy. It isn't and you are brave and honest to share your feelings - clearly many others have experienced the same sense of loss. I can't advise about new boobs, I had no reconstruction and am happy about that. My body is fine, actually in better nick than before, apart from a bloody big scar, but I feel the same way about that as I do a few wrinkles - I've earned them. My hair changed on and on and on, then I realised that it just wasn't the same and changed my hairdo to suit. It used to be thick and strong (OK coarse!) and now it's still pretty thick but much finer. I had worn my hair much the same way for nearly 20 years, but my new style suits me better and I really like the colour I have finally landed at (much less grey). You will feel like a real you again, it just takes time to get there!! You think treatment is forever, then it's over, you wait for the resumption of normal service that doesn't come and you discover that you still have a ways to go. That saying I've seen often on this site applies - don't look back, you are not going that way. The old you was pretty spectacular, the new one will be outstanding! Take care, Alison.2
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So inspirational to read these comments on a Sunday ladies - thank you. Looking forward is key! To add a little levity, I was chatting with some girlfriends the other day and they were talking about how long they expected to live. I said "At least 120". They looked at me aghast. My response "Well, I'll just keep changing bits for new bits, like the bionic woman, until then"
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Sigh, there are good days and bad days, good changes and some that aren't so great, scars that are physical, emotional and mental, fear, anger, tears and anguish. But, there is life, hope, wisdom, love and laughter too. Push on we must and push on we do.5
